Thanks to all of you that care. I really need to vent sometimes, and since Paul's emotions are still rather raw I need somewhere other then him to vent.

My dad is still in the hospital and my family just got here from out of town and out of the country. I am at work today, I have been going out of my mind imagining every possible scenario and I can't keep doing it.

Elliot on the other hand, is doing well for once, I guess she is just used to stress.